Losing My Way

I want to celebrate Cock today and every day really. Just thinking about another man's penis makes me tingle inside!!! In fact, I w0ill use the wonder of the internet to go look at homosexual porn, see some Cock and imagine myself suckling and getting fucked. I shall reteurn, but first I touch my cock for luck. ...a nniiiice long touch..... Well that was much harder then it should've been. I will have to spend some time finding a gay porn site and disabling safe search. Like I'm a 7-year old, not a responsible man who wants, and can handle, to see naked men...oh yes I could handle a nice cock. My, that's so clever I touched my own cock, and I think I will touch my cock again. Why, I was actually holding my cock, giving it a good squeeze while I was thinking about Cock. Allow me to demonstrate: first, imagine a penis and grab my cock with my hand. Penis imagined, my cock will be grabbed as the cock I imagine is in my hand then in my mouth........... then up my a

& the blood shall run/ & we shall sing/ Heaven is ours/ for all we shall kill/ & the blood shall run///

Will you love me tomorrow since you don't love me now? Is there to be no end to my pain? For your love I endured your madness and for that I was driven insane....

I had to write something, anything, just to know I could still put words together, whether they make sense at all. Should I try to avoid using the word penis? I really shoud but I CAN'T. Gotta talk about cock, in my mouth, up my ass, o sweet cock I want you so bad... Why do I do this? I feel my penis getting hard and I want to touch it, even in the public place I'm in, and I'm compelled to let it rub against the bottom of a table and now my hand must reach down and...NO DON'T...o but YES I needed to sqqueeze it. I want to think about a naked man the next time I hear Atom Heart Mother by Pink Floyd, and how I kneel before him and take his cock in my hand, lick his manhood before I put it in my mouth. He is the master I long for as I masturbate, hard as the cock I want up my ass. O Lord, it seems all I dois write book reviews and queer fantasy; my brain can only handle gay porn it seems like. WHO could make my dreams come true? Will have to stop doing this.

I'm a cock loving slut/ and I like it up the butt/ Yea a cock loving slut/ who's gotta take it up the butt// You have got what it takes/ the sight of your penis makes my body shake/ gotta have your penis/ gotta have your penis/ gotta have your penis/ going up my butt// Then we repeat stuff over and over as I lick a stiff cock, then reach to put it in my mouth, so guitar solo and someone pulls down my panties and spanks me five timmes. Oooo I know what comes next: a cock up my ass,, fucking away, fucking away, fucking fucking fucking FUCKING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I love exclamation points when I'm dreaming about cock, makes my cock hard too and I just touched it,, should open my fly so I can feel it better and grab and squeeze and rub it rub it rub it...I must obey....Brahams blasts away while I stroke my cock... homosexualize Brahams....when I think of his music I see cocks for the sucking, cocks for fucking, fucking fucking me fucking m

I love this book. Jack London understands the canine mind, and his story keeps gaining speed right until the end. When White Fang is rescued, that's where the story reaches new heights. The rescuer's kindness is repaid many times over.

I like to think about men/ who will fuck me up the ass/ Fuck me up the ass