Lovelikeademon

I had to write something, anything, just to know I could still put words together, whether they make sense at all. Should I try to avoid using the word penis? I really shoud but I CAN'T. Gotta talk about cock, in my mouth, up my ass, o sweet cock I want you so bad... Why do I do this? I feel my penis getting hard and I want to touch it, even in the public place I'm in, and I'm compelled to let it rub against the bottom of a table and now my hand must reach down and...NO DON'T...o but YES I needed to sqqueeze it. I want to think about a naked man the next time I hear Atom Heart Mother by Pink Floyd, and how I kneel before him and take his cock in my hand, lick his manhood before I put it in my mouth. He is the master I long for as I masturbate, hard as the cock I want up my ass. O Lord, it seems all I dois write book reviews and queer fantasy; my brain can only handle gay porn it seems like. WHO could make my dreams come true? Will have to stop doing this...really have to....really have to have a cock to hold to taste to feel.............................................