Losing My Way

I wandered naked in my dream, through a thick fog that felt like a blanket against my flesh."Kaylen! Kaylen! Where are you? I have to see you again!" And since this was a dream, I saw him coming through the fog, and he was naked too. I started crying: he took me in his arms. "O Kaylen, I thought I'd never see you again," I sobbed. "Don't worry. I'm here now," he said as he rubbed his cock against mine. "Not a word now. Let your mind flow." And like a raging torrent, my mind surged forwards. Our cocks were hard now, and we kept rubbing, and I imagined him on top of me, ramming his cock up my ass. "O Kaylen!" I shouted. "Shhhhh..." and he put a finger to my lips, as we kept rubbing our cocks together.

His name is Kaylen, and I think I love him. He held the door for me as I went into the library. I entered the outer door with the automatic door and he thought it was funny when I said 'Hocus pocus, alakazam' as I pressed the button. He held the inner door for me and I thought since it was open I might as well go in that way. Then we shook hands and he told me loved my spirit. He continued through the lobby and I went into the library, and I knew right then that I WAS IN LOVE. He was 30 years younger than me but he was in shape and had such a nice smile. I will dream of seeing him again, and pray he feels the same about me. I wish I had gotten his phone number. I didn't expect to fall in love today. My cock is hard as I write that but I LOVE HIM. I WANT HIM SO BAD!!! O Kaylen I'll be yours/ just say the word/ and I'll get on my knees/ so that you will be pleased... If anybody reads this, yes yes yes that means I want his penis in my mouth, please Kaylen put y...

They're in my mind!/ Infinitesimal ancestors/ dancing in the lane/ that's leading to the grave/// Do I need to explain the terrot?/ Do I have to relive the pain/// To amuse God, I will scream/ I can set it to a beat/ that could make a robot love/ and forgive us all our sins./// These words seem strange to me/ thoughts from a life that had never/ felt the cold winds of history/ that put them in my mind.///

I homosexualized Liszt's Hungarian Rhapsody #2, inserting lyrics about a cock i have to see and touch and taste and feel go up my ass; o fuck me Franz fuck me now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ooooooooooooooooh kind of overdid the exclamation points!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! that's cuz I love thinking about penis!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ain't nothing than a penis that I touch gently and then lick softly and put my lips around and SUCK SUCK SUCK so off with my pants I see a man who will FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SO MANY DAYS SINCE I WROTE ANYTHING AND NOW THT I DO PENIS IS THE ONLY THING ON MY MIND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OOOH I'M HOMOSEXUALIZING VON SUPPE AS A POET A...

The lion entered on soft feet/ sneaking in to our surprise./ We had expected a mighty roar/ and moonlight's glint on his claws./// These days belong to the God of War/ but he can't harm you as much/ as you can hurt yourselves.../ so said the lion in Velvet tones.////

Nothing to say today but I say it anyway. S/ill doing time for my crimes but no reason needed for the rhymes. Just a scream to end the dream but is it ever how it seems? No one to kiss and share the bliss of my abysmal ignorance. Hey Lord what do ya say? I am waiting to hear from you today. Nothing? Tha/'s so deep. Makes me glad to awaken from my sleep.