Suicidervival

Smiling on the outside, tears rising within. Is hopelessness a career move; a lifestyle choice? I wonder...have I ever written a happy song? Probabaly, but the sad ones outnumber them, and some songs are neither. How do I stop the daily assault I face from my psyche? The sudden, irrepressible urge for self-destruction? As long as I can laugh I can live but can I ever love again? That last sentence would be a good root for a song.